Posts Tagged ‘thoughts’

Good friends are like stars, you don’t always see them but you know they’re always there.

I came across this quote and I just couldn’t help myself from being all cheesy and shit. This day is just so emotional triggered by a bad dream that woke me up crying at 3am.Bad juju be gone!

There are good friends in our lives and then there are those friends with whom we share a deepening friendship that goes beyond the average friendship. Faults are unseen, shortcomings understood, cross words forgotten, and omissions overlooked. Love exists in both types of friendhips yet the kindred spirits of a deep friendship provide a strength that weathers the absence of one another and provides a strengthening of spirits when needed. Reuniting means laughter, joy, and tears of the heavenly kind. Perhaps someone is waiting to be your kindred spirit…

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Things I can’t really say upfront to certain people…

 

  • I still like you. As much as I try not to like you anymore, I still do. I have been trying to keep you off my mind. Believe me, I try so hard. To no avail. But I’ll get there. Soon enough, I’ll be okay with the idea of you being with someone else. But until then, you still are my Unrequited Love.

 

  • What will happen to us in the long run? I’m pretty sure we can’t stay like this forever. Sure, what we have now is fun. But what happens when the reality that we can never be together TOGETHER sets in?

 

  • Thank you for your attention. Seriously, thank you. You make me feel wanted and important. But I am sorry because I can never return the affection. I am sorry.

 

  • Please stop being such a bitch to me. I may tolerate you now, but I’m not sure if I can keep it up any longer. And you won’t like it when I get mad. Things can get messy, I swear.

 

  • I miss you! ♥♥♥ Don’t worry, we will soon be together again (even just for a short while). I never say it, but you’re the reason for all my hard work. Well, you and my desire for travel. Heh. 🙂 See  you real soon!

 

What are things you wish you could say to people around you but just can’t?

 

 

If you follow me on Twitter, you’ve probably read on my recent addiction to the simulation game Virtual Villagers. It’s like SIMS but the setting is in a castoff island instead of the city. I’ve spent hours and hours of my day just looking at my villagers building huts, foraging for food, and going indoors to mate. If I’m not playing, I listlessly worry if they have enough food to live by or they’ve already starved their selves to death. This weekend, I spent most of my time in bed glued to my laptop. Such a waste of precious time, I tell you. I have been playing it like it’s my job. Shame on me really coz I’ve got a bajillion other things to do. Ironically, all these other unfinished tasks are real-job related. Meh.

Pondering on this though, it seems like I have used this game to distract myself from the gruelling truth of reality. I have been feeling down these past few weeks because I’m leaving Globe in a week after almost three years of working there. I haven’t been necessarily open with work-related shenanigans in my blog but for lack of a better outlet, I’m finally letting it out in the open that I’m leaving Globe. I’ve spent many sleepless nights asking for guidance from the Higher Powers, analyzing the situation inside-out.

In the end, I opted for change. It wasn’t an easy decision. God knows, it wasn’t. But instead of moping around with the thought that I only got less than one week with Globe, I must move forward and make sure to do good in my new job. The changes are drastic – starting off with the fact that I will not be working the normal 8-5 shift anymore. I am to service people in a different time zone. Will be working with a whole new group of people. Impressing a new boss and all that shite.

Change is indeed inevitable. Whether it be for better or for worse, change is better than being stagnant, settling. Que sera, sera.